Pirsig, in the early years of his life, described as
Phaedrus, reaches insanity due to the fact that he is unable to comprehend that
the word quality cannot be defined and comprehended in a rational manner. Its
significance and meaning is never ending and Phaedrus would not accept that.
The more he tried to answer the question "What is quality?" the more
questions he came up with because he kept searching for a logical answer.
Eventually, the stress on his mind became too much to handle and he was
admitted into a mental institution. Being unable to answer this question,
Phaedrus became immensely depressed and underwent electroshock therapy. After
he was cured, Pirsig now telling the story as himself is repeating the same
type of behavior. He tries to finish what he started but was not succeeding.
Before reaching a critical state and being declared insane once again, his son
Chris, helps him realize with rational thinking, the question has no
answer.
A "rational" mind is one that only
participates in actions that are beneficial to it and yet, humans themselves
seem to lack this trait. A zebra will not stand by a body of water
intentionally if they knew that a hungry alligator was patiently waiting for them.
They go by the water in order to drink it because they need to stay alive, but
humans on the other hand consciously put a cigarette into their mouths and with
the outmost intention inhale tobacco smoke and tar into their lungs. Even with
more than enough concrete evidence on how smoking can cause lung cancer and
deteriorate one of the most important organs needed to live, people continue to
put their life on the line, risking their health. It's true that the nicotine
in cigarettes is addicting and some people may argue that they have tried to
stop, but a person domes not become addicted to something they have not done.
In other words, why pick up that first cigarette knowing the harm it can
cause?
One of the reasons is because we can. People
want to believe that they have a choice, they want to feel a sense of freedom.
We have no control over outside forces and therefore compensate by having a say
in what we do, in what affects us directly, even if it is threatening to our
own health. Humans in general want to be able to say that they made a choice;
that they decided to smoke whether they regret it later on or not because at
that time they felt like they were in control. These decisions are made because
people are afraid of losing the power they think they have over their own
lives. While there is a psychological explanation for this, there is also an
emotional one focusing on the senses. The rush obtained from tempting death,
for a lack of a better expression, makes people feel alive. Smoking a cigarette
can be compared to sky diving or speed racing; the adrenaline released from
performing such actions although dangerous and possibly life threatening
creates a type of high that temporarily clears the mind. For that amount of
time, the worries of real life seem to disappear. If we behave irrationally,
then how can we understand the life we live by thinking about it rationally?
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